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Stuck with the flu

October 28, 2008

The flu seems not to go away. I feel like I’m sneezing my brains out. So no kickboxing today either 😦 I don’t know if this will delay O too like some other cycles. Well, that’s one of the questions I’ll ask RE tomorrow. I wrote them all down because otherwise I’ll forget them, my brain is like cottage cheese.

I also feel my endo pain coming back. It’s been 5 months since my lap and although I’ve had some symptoms all the time after it now I feel they are getting worse again. The dull ovarian pain on my left side, different from the twinging ovulation pain. I’m so sick of this, I don’t want to have another lap yet.
I want to get this fucking disease out of my body.

Finns celebrate Father’s day on November 9th. We are going to my granny’s that weekend with my parents and my sister and her hubby. For some reason I have this horrible fear that my sis is going to announce there she’s preggo. I don’t know how I could handle it, as sad as it sounds. I wished so much I could have announced mine and tell my father he’s going to be a grandfather. But I obviously can’t.

We had a munincipal election in Finland last Sunday and my candidate got elected :)! I’m not politically active but I always vote and usually for a leftist/green values woman under 40. Like this time too.

I spent my Saturday evening first having the terrible mood swing and crying on DH’s shoulder, then he went to a horror movie festival and I stayed home designing my new website until 2AM. I usually never stay up that late, but the project got me into a flowing state and I was so happy doing it. And the mood swing passed 🙂 I hope to get it launched soon!

Yesterday I attended a pub quiz after a break (I used to do it every other Monday for two years). Our team came second which was a little disappointment but neverthless, it’s so much fun to show off your intellectual skills 😉

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5 comments

  1. Oh, that is nice, Fathers Day in Nov. Since my Dad was a Finn, I guess I’ll think about him then too. 😉

    I’m so sorry you are still sick. Ugh. And that your endo pain is returning. I don’t know what that is like, but I can imagine it’s horrible. I wish they’d just find a cure for you guys. 😦

    And oh I know that feeling of a sib announcing a pregnancy. Times 2. And it sucks. Even if you don’t have a gigantic asshole of a brother like I do. (((Hugs)))

    xoxoxoox


  2. I’m sorry you are sick, I am too 😦 Get well soon, I’m sending you all of my healthy vibes over the oceans.

    I really hope your endo pain is not coming back, our laps must have been around the same time! My ovary pain, sugar cravings and gassyness are all starting to come back too. Endo really really really does suck so so much.

    I hate fathers day and mothers day, it’s just another reminder of what I don’t have. I feel horrible for saying it but for your sake I hope your sister isnt pregnant. ((Hugs)) the giant kind. xoxox


  3. And forgot to add, but of course you probably already know…I’m a left winger socialist hippy too. 😀

    xoxo


  4. Mrs Woggie, I never thought that sugar craving was an endo symptom too! But I definetely have it. I confess of buying an enormous chocolate bun today. Bad me.

    And giant hugs to you too. I wish we both can get our 9 months release from endo soon.


  5. Dagny, of course I knew you are the same kind of socialist hippy :D! That’s why I like you so much!



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